I am in a situation in my life right now that challenges me — mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually.  And it serves me in the ways it does, as well.

In times like these, I need/want to look to the opportunities that I have and the lessons I am learning.  This situation is ripe with opportunities for me – to evaluate my needs and wants, – to speak my truths (find my voice!), – to stand up for myself and my truths (empower!!), – embrace my abilities, – take care of myself (emotionally, physically) in the ways I need, – understand my feelings and from where they derive, – reconnect with my grounding practices and tools, – check in on my process.

This situation spurs me to awareness so that I may recognize and appreciate the times when I “feel alive.”  walking.  working on my own projects.  jogging. standing outside in the cold, crisp, sunshiny January air and Breathing.  waking up and going to my yoga mat and continuing to explore, develop, learn through my practice.  taking breaks from my yoga practice to sip on my favorite white jasmine pearl tea.  creating!–knitting, weaving, writing, growing food, preparing food, dancing! a snowy day spent in front of the woodstove, cooking and eating soup.  giving gifts to those I love when I have gifts to give.  validating/giving justice to my thoughts and feelings by sharing them. conversations/exchanges with those I love.

hooray.  I smile to think of these moments.

In a few weeks, I have the opportunity for retreat.  I have the opportunity to housesit on 1100(? well, lots and lots and lots) acres in a cozy passive solar cabin, rich with books and yummy food.  I look forward to cuddling with cats, singing, playing their piano (!), reading, writing, practicing yoga, checking on chickens and turkeys and being!  what a gift.