deja-vu

I move to Henry’s farm … tomorrow!  This time a little scarier though as I go alone.  no dogs.  no daniel.  our family temporarily broken up.  and I think  I am ready to work.  and learn.  and be on my own for a little while.  not totally on my own. independent. Things I look forward [...]

spring leaping…

change is brewing here…in our lives and our world.  The spring arrives…arrives arrives…this morning our clocks set forward an hour and it is a little darker when we wake, slash day by day soon to be lighter and lighter, day by day.  Now 40 and 50 degree days are upon us and we breathe in [...]

the most beautiful day.

I am endlessly grateful for this day.  There is this “snowstorm” thing in Chicago today, and everything is SNOW SNOW SNOW.  In all directions.  The streets, the cars, the trees, the sky, my eyes are snow snow snow.  I feel happy and excited and alive to be in this wonderland of snow. This morning, I [...]

it’s not a competition, and…

the little cookie.  with the big bite!  woot! on Tuesday, Daniel and I sat in boocoo all afternoon, getting totally hopped on coffee (they serve Just Coffee), and eating these little homemade chocolate chip cookies that sell for 50₡.  And later I was thinking how good, meaning absolutely delicious, I found the two little cookies [...]

cultivating peacefulness. doing less is doing more.

I simultaneously understand and do not understand the value of what I will call “usefulness.”  The past few days I have been cultivating “peacefulness” and “pleasure” in my life.  outside of usefulness.  beyond usefulness in a capitalist fashion.  peacefulness and pleasure is, in my perception, useful in abundant ways, to my spirit and my mind [...]

post after a while.

I am reading this book, NOURISHING TRADITIONS, these days.  learning about lacto-fermentation, and animal fats.  Thinking my knee wouldn’t get stiff if I had more raw milk in my life.  This morning I think I baked one of the delicious soda breads of my life, and I blame it on lacto-fermentation, although it could be [...]

fall-ing

It is September now in the suburbs of Chicago.  Autumn has arrived, slash was it every really summer, slash autumn usurped the summer and continues now in the suburbs of Chicago in September. And with winter approaching, I feel excited when I imagine my life as a bipedal.  I have intentions (that may or may [...]

news jersey

I’ve got lots of blogging to do.  I wanted to write about the half marathon we ran…the blissy-bliss half-marathon we ran.  The half-marathon where we ran and I felt so excited and I smiled the whole time and hooted and cheered, the half-marathon where I ran farther than I’ve ever run so far and my [...]